Friday, December 31, 2004
New Years Eve
New Years Eve. Master and I went downtown for dinner and dancing. He had me dress in a black top with leather eyelet trim and a shorter than usual black skirt with the same eyelet trim on the seams. I had my regular collar and also a tied leather eyelet collar that matched the trim on my clothing. It was a very put together look. I was allowed to wear foundation powder and a nude lip gloss. He wished my hair down, but allowed me to use side clips to kept it out of my face.
Early snack, was burgers and fries at a favorite little spot. I only had fries, however. Then we went down town. The club wasn’t quite open yet so Master and I walked through town. He ended up showing me some new martial arts blocks and I ended up punching him in his nose! 
aaanyway, it was quickly forgiven. He kissed me and told me that he should have taught me to pull my punches. 
We went to the club and my good friend L was there. We talked for a bit and then Master wanted me to dance for him. I was happy to do that. I love dancing. Master doesn’t dance. He hasn’t danced with me ever since I’ve known him. So I had a great time teasing him, kissing him, he bit my neck more than once. His hands were fondling me beneath my skirt. He teased my nipples, bit them, kissed them.. spanked me hard.. pulled my hair.. and kept me in frenzy nearly the entire night.
I danced with L. For one song and Master watched. He was very happy to see me interacting with another woman as I have few female friends. L. got tired rather quickly and I pulled Master out on the dance floor with me. He was resistant, but finally I had my Master dancing with me. OH! It was great!! He’s never danced with anyone since high school so it was quite a feat. We went outside for air and then came back in for the countdown.
Master kissed me at midnight.. until 5 minutes after midnight… we were the only ones still locked in a kiss and people smiled and one man said “you two must really be in love”... what a perfect thing to hear first thing in the new year.
Master and I left the club through a side door and found ourselves in the middle of a sky on fire. The fireworks display had begun and we sat down on the lawn of the federal building and watched until it was over. I was snuggled up with my Master, my Lover, My best friend, watching something spectacular and bringing in a new year of love, slavery and submission.
It’s an amazing thing to be in love and serving someone so completely out of that perfect love. I can’t imagine my life any other way and I hope I never have to.
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Thursday, December 30, 2004
Oh My...
Oh my. I’ve missed a lot of days. It’s amazing actually that I can be this far behind. Let’s see. I’ve been with Master for about two weeks so my time to post has been limited to nil. He’s sleeping now and he’ll be gone for the day so I finally have some “me” time.
I’m not going to go into detail now as I have so much to do today, but, sessions have been wonderful. I’ve getting more love and cuddle time with Master than I can stand and the few snags along the way have been from my health related grump grump grumping. He’s been understanding and we haven’t ended a night yet without cuddling and all kinds of love.
I’m happy. He’s Happy. This is good.
Looking forward to 4th Friday night in January because we’ll be getting together with local Athens Masters & Slaves for a Munch Dinner. It should prove pretty productive, I think. I’m hoping to meet a lot of people honestly and I need to find myself some local submissives to really talk to. This is really hard, all of it, and I just can’t imagine doing this with no outlets.
Domestic Life. I’ve really gotten a taste of it. Master has been here 24-7 for the last two weeks or so with another week or so to go. I’m really feeling what it will be like when we live together and I’m happy for the time to learn how to please him as a domestic slave as well as a sexual one because this house slave business is harder than I thought.
It’s constant. I’m surprised by little things like him asking for something while we’re in the middle of a meal and my food being cold by the time I finish tending him. I just kind of never expected that he would say something like “I think I’d like pasta with this… cook some “ after I’ve already laid the table and served the meal. It was a shock to me really that after we’d sat down to eat, he might ask me to cook something else. Before I was collared, it seemed like whatever I made was perfect but now, he does make his wants and needs known. I didn’t realize how much he didn’t vocalize while we were in the “courting and negotiation” stages of things.
Also, for the very first time, Master took his pleasure with me sexually when I wasn’t really “into” it. I of course, became aroused and sexual excited when he started to touch me, but it was the first time I can remember when I said I wasn’t up to it and he told me he wanted it anyway. After he told me he wanted to be with me anyway, I of course said, Yes Master and we made love, but again… Well, it was a reminder of what I’ve signed on for.. to please him. I know that if I were sick or terribly upset or really just out of sorts, he wouldn’t make me, but I wasn’t.. I just kind of wasn’t in the mood. That makes the difference I guess.
Wow, I had more to talk about than I thought and I’m not done yet, but I neeeeeed to get to the gym, then to the mall, then to the fabric store, then to the department store. I have to find something sexy to wear tomorrow night. Master’s expecting something...special. I have to give him that.
Into the new year! rwor! It’s gonna be a great night!
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Friday, December 24, 2004
New Orders
I have new standing orders. Master has been made aware of all of my health problems and knows what transpired yesterday at my dialysis treatment so I’m being ordered to pay even more attention to my health. I have a bedtime. Midnight. In bed and relaxing if not sleeping. I can read a book until I fall asleep but nothing that would stimulate me too much. I have to sleep at least 7 hours a night.
I have two guided meditations to complete nightly before bed. I have to get back on my kidney safe diet and stay on it. I have to get to the gym or at least work out four days a week. I must drink all the water I should. He doesn’t want to lose me.
The other rather whimsical thing that I must do is house break my dog. I am forbidden to buy another package of puppy pads. no more puppy pads. He has to learn to go outside. This is day two and he hasn’t made any accidents. I take him out first thing in the morning, then after his meals and then for the last time at 10pm. I take up his food and water at 8 PM. Admittedly, It’ll be easier than cleaning up accidents and mopping every day. I’m hopeful. 2 days.. no accidents.
Last night, when Master called, I understood really how deeply he loves me. He wouldn’t let me make excuses about sleep or doing what he said. He said “Idunna… I don’t even want to hear it and don’t yeah yeah, I know’ me either.” I feel his love and it radiates through me. He’ll return here on Saturday, after spending Christmas day with his Step Father. Sunday night he’ll go out with an Army friend. Monday he takes me to a dental appointment where he’ll get to actually talk to my dentist and start to devise what will be my dental treatment plan.
He said that there’s no reason to try to get my few cavities filled if I’m not done with the bulimia, but I am done with that. I don’t need to do it anymore. So I’m back at the dentist getting things taken care of.
I can’t express how deeply I love my Master. Not with words. i’m trying with actions. My life is so full because of him.. because of Us.
Life and laughter at christmas.. it’s a beautiful thing.
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
Dentist appointments
My dentist appointment was cancelled because my dentist was arrested for murdering his wife 14 years ago and his girlfriend recently.
Holy Cats!
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