confessions and admissions
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
"A Little Won't Hurt"
I have to confess something to myself that I daily try to deny.
I, Idunna, all around good girl, eat things that are bad for me often. I took a look at what I ask for in the way of groceries and then compared it to what I actually end up eating most of the time and my choices are quite poor. A lot of times, I’ll use my alloted $ to buy dinner rather than cook, especially if I’ve had a trying day. This is unacceptable, mind you, because I only have an opportunity to cook ONE meal for Master a day and that’s generally only 2-3 days a week.
Mostly, it’s FAR too easy just to order out things that I know Master will love and ease the chore of cooking off of myself. Of course, this is sad because I also end up eating whatever I order for Master and then undo my hard gym work by eating things that are not on my list of acceptable foods. *sigh*
I’ve decided to do better in this by a) Cooking more and ordering out less. b) Taking my own condiments, dressings, and if need be, food, when Master and I have a night out. He’s given me permission to do this and I think I’ve done it once since that time. c) really taking more of an interest in what I’m trying to achieve for myself. All this change is essentially for me so that I feel better and I’ve found that I’m not doing the work that I should. Really, that’s quite sad.
I have to start taking advantage of the opportunities I keep denying myself. Admitting you have a problem is the hardest part, right?
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